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Abundance came from no where but the dark

When abundance knocks my door...

Gaia, the ancient mother of all life.

Have you ever experienced the darkest moment in your life? I want to share you mine today. There was a moment I was experiencing great lost on my love relationship, my family and my best friend in life, and all happened at the same time within a month. When I am looking back now, I feel truly grateful they came to me because this is the moment when abundance first time came and knocking at my door inside my heart.

By that time, I did not see this clearly. I was escaping from all the fear, struggle, pain, guilt and grief inside me. Until one day I chose to surrender the voice inside and feel, it makes me feel my love.

Trust there is miracles behind the unknowns

We can never avoid darkness in life, because this is how it was supposed to be. Great news is when we decided not to run away, it starts to transform. Yes, this transformation need courage and faith. Trust there is miracles behind the unknowns, trust there is nothing to be done but just breathe. In the moment I chose to sit inside my pain, first it feels even worse. But when I take a few more deep breathe and accept it, I felt so relaxed and at ease. This is where inner peace is. When life brings our knees down, choose to go further and be brave to sink deeper.

"If we go far enough, there is always love."

This is what we call abundance, which always starts at the darkest moment in our life. Next time when it knocks your door again, maybe choose to see it differently. It is a gift from our souls calling us back home, where there is perfect balance between light and dark, all and nothing, where there is only pure and unconditional love.

The song “Make you feel my love” illustrates this beautifully, may I invite you to breathe into every lyrics of this song with me. Inhale feel the fullness on whatever emotions comes towards you, exhale feel the openness to explore what if every feeling is actually a gift of love towards you.

Abundance is our birthright, together we breathe and remember this fully and completely.

When the rain is blowing in your face And the whole world is on your case I could offer you a warm embrace To make you feel my love

When the evening shadows and the stars appear

And there is no one there to dry your tears

I could hold you for a million years

I know you haven't made your mind up yet But I will never do you wrong I've known it from the moment that we met No doubt in my mind where you belong

I'd go hungry; I'd go black and blue And I'd go crawling down the avenue No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do To make you feel my love

The storms are raging on the rolling sea And on the highway of regret The winds of change are blowing wild and free You ain't seen nothing like me yet

I could make you happy, make your dreams come true

There's nothing that I wouldn't do

Go to the ends of the Earth for you

Abundance is our birthright, together we breathe and remember this fully and completely.

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